Nothing... Anymore...

i'm damn fucked now. but i dun wanna think about it so much. long story. very very long since it's been ages i hadn't said anything here. anyways, i clashed my stomach 8 times last night. felt so damn good but i wasn't happy yet cause they were all shallow cuts and not much blood was shed =(

i feel so empty

i feel so stupid

i feel like i'm crazy

i feel so helpless

i feel alone

i hurt so much

i just wanna live again

i feel so dead for the past few days. i get angry so easily. i explode so easily. i can't explain why. i cry for many reasons. my tears are so shallow. and the pain is excruciating. it hurts so much like i can feel my heart tearing so slowly into pieces.


..help me..


..someone..

mucH love + hate,

- dead dem -